157° Fucking Fuck-Top

What's the problem with life? Why I've to do some things I don't wanna do. Fuck-top, that's my situation now. Somwhere behind the fact I've some regrets about Belgium and the fact I think I can't grow up in my head.
There's the story of my way. I've to breath slowly and stop to talk about everythings. Stop to smoke so much, to drink and be drunk, to close my eyes so hard for imaging another future.
Sometimes I wanna be a butterfly, be alive juste for one day, with to many colors on my wings and fly away, in the sky.
Another fucking bad-trip of "If I can be pink-girly-trip".

So, like said Chris FUCK IT